BLEEDING SOUNDTRACKS

Hari ini saya sangat kangen siaran, kapan yah bisa siaran lagi...
saya sangat merindukan masa-masa di mana saya sok komen ini itu di antara lagu-lagu yang beat-nya enak bwat do the talking yang saya tau persis pasti bikin bete yang dengerin terlebih yang request, udah lama nunggu request-nya di bacain, eh..giliran di puter lagunya di cut pula demi mengiringi ocehan saya hehe...ya..ya saya tau betenya ngelebihin kalo lagunya ga di puter skalian kan? ;p

Tapi percayalah, bukan cuma yg dengerin yg pengen denger lagu favoritnya di puter secara utuh, penyiarnya juga kok, penyiar juga punya lagu favorit, biasanya selain lagu-lagu yg masuk playlist, ada lagu-lagu yang jadi soundtrack andalan sang penyiar, kadang malah di sesuaikan dengan kondisi hati dan kejiwaan hehehe, pas lagi jatuh cinta pasti soundtracknya beda dengan ketika dia lagi patah hati...masa-masa itu mendengarkan lagu (pas patah hati terutama) bisa jadi semacam katarsis...

berhubung udah ga siaran lagi, memposting lirik lagunya aja udah cukup mengobati kerinduan saya...walo cuma baca liriknya, ternyata cukup memicu aer mata buat keluar dari kelenjarnya hehehe *ketawa sok kuat padahal remuk redam*. Untungnya saya blogging di warnet, malu dong kalo sambil berurai aer mata, coba kalo di rumah ada koneksi internet, bisa blogging sambil nangis paprika saya (nangis bombay kesannya ga keren ah, india banget, kalo nangis paprika kan brasa bercita rasa itali ;p)

Dan...inilah 7 soundtrack patah hati versi saya, tapi saya sangat tidak me-recommend anda mendengarnya ketika sedang bleeding berat, bisa jadi bikin depresi hehe


1. IPANG - Ada Yang Hilang
(saya kasih bintang 5! efeknya dahsyat, secara saya nge-fans ma Ipang jaman dia masih bareng Plastik sampe sempet nyebrang ke trip-hop, intronya aja udah bikin dada saya sakit dan sesak nafas hehe)

Aku hanya bisa terdiam melihat kau pergi
dari sisiku dari sampingku
Tinggalkan aku seakan semuanya
yang pernah terjadi tak pernah kau rasa

Masih adakah tentang aku di hatimu
yang kau rasakan coba kau rasakan
Mudahkah bagimu untuk hapuskan
semua kenangan bersama denganku

Tak pernah sedikitpun aku bayangkan
betapa hebatnya cinta yang kau tanamkan

Hingga waktu beranjak pergi
kau mampu hancurkan hatiku

Ada yang hilang dari perasaanku
yang terlanjur sudah kuberikan padamu
Ternyata aku tak berani tanpamu

Berharap kau tetap disini
Berharap, dan berharap lagi

2. BROKEN - Seether Ft Amy Lee
(sebelas dua belas sama yg no.1 cuma lebih pasrah kayaknya)

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

3. MAYBE YOU'RE GONE - Binocular
(dulu MD saya suka banget ma lagu ini, dia punya versi akustiknya, dia mati-matian promosi ma para penyiar, katanya lagunya killing banget, lagi ngalamin kali ya? hehe, tapi liriknya mewakili perasaan saya saat ini, kebetulan saya jadiin ringtone sejak awal juni, tapi yg rock versionnya)

Thought you were an angel
Shining in the clouds
Thought you were so faithful
Now I have my doubts
Maybe you're gone
You're gone
To sleep
Maybe you're gone
You're gone
For keeps

Thought you were my best friend
At least I tried to make it true
But though I hate to be alone
I was the loneliest with you

Maybe you're love
Is gone
To sleep
Maybe my love
Is gone Too deep

I'll never know
So never mind
You're out of sight
Well at least you're out of mind

Maybe our love
Is gone
To sleep
Maybe our love
Is gone
For keeps

4. TLC - Damaged
(kalo memori saya masih bagus, lagu ini adalah lagu yang mreka rilis setelah Lisa 'left-eye' Lopez died in a car crash, duuh...bikin makin bleeding nih..)

I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cause I don't want to lose you
If you really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don't wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine
I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through
Don't know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care (And I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I'm kinda scared (But I'm scared with every touch)
Cause you)
If you really really really care (If you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It's nothing to you {nothing to you}

My heart's at a low (low)
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love (I'm falling in love)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged (I think you should know that)

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage (I'm so much to manage)
I think you should know that (I think you should know that)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged)
I'm falling in love (I love you so)
There's one disadvantage (I love you so)
I think you should know that I've been damaged

And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cause I don't want to lose you
If you really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I've been damaged)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged baby)
I'm falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

5. AKU BUKAN PILIHAN - IWAN FALS
(top abiiisss!!! bang iwan bahkan piawai bawain lagu cinta-cintaan nan mellow tapi tetep laki banget, cocok banget bwat yg didua-in, kalo anda wanita tinggal ganti aja bagian lirik 'lelaki' dan 'wanita'nya)

Ketika malam tiba
Kurela kau berada
Dengan siapa kau melewatinya
Aku tak bisa memahami

Aku lelaki tak mungkin
Menerimamu bila ternyata kau mendua
Membuatku terluka

Tinggalkan saja diriku
Yang tak mungkin menunggu
Jangan pernah memilih
Aku bukan pilihan

Slalu terungkap tanya
Benarkah kini dia
Wanita yang kukenal hatinya
Aku tak bisa memahami

6. IJINKAN AKU MENYAYANGIMU - IWAN FALS
(hehe ya gimana yah..bukan cuma setyawan yg tiada tara, bang iwan juga tiada tara, plus lagi yang nyiptain Rieka Roeslan, cocok bwat anda yg punya cinta yang tulus tapi blum kesampean, ato bahkan bertepuk sebelah tangan?)

Andai kau ijinkan, walau sekejap memandang
Kubuktikan padamu, aku memiliki rasa
Cinta yang kupendam, tak sempat aku tanyakan
Karena kau t’lah memilih, menutup pintu hatimu

Ijinkan aku membuktikan
Inilah sesungguhnya rasa
Ijinkan aku menyayangimu

Sayangku…
Dengarkanlah isi hatiku
Cintaku…
Dengarkanlah isi hatiku

Bila cinta tak menyatukan kita
Bila kita tak mungkin bersama
Ijinkan aku tetap menyayangimu

Aku sayang padamu
Ijinkan aku membuktikan

Last but not least adalaaaah.....
7. I'M SORRY GOODBYE - Krisdayanti
(pas bwat yang di selingkuhin, di dua-in, yg jadi selingkuhan atau di boongin, silakan pilih sesuai dengan situasi dan kondisi hehe, cukup mencerminkan kerapuhan sekaligus ketangguhan seorang wanita, menghibur diri lah)

sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia
semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia
semakin lama aku semakin tahu tentang engkau
sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik

pertama-tama semua manis yg engkau berikan
membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
semakin hari semakin terungkap yg sesungguhnya
ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta

maafkan ku harus pergi
ku tak suka dengan ini
aku tak bodoh
seperti kekasihmu yg lain

terima kasih oh Tuhan
tunjukkan siapa dia
maaf kita putus
so thank you so much
I’m sorry, goodbye

seribu cara kau membuaiku dengan puitis
maybe kau lupa bahwa aku pun juga manusia
yg punya mata, punya hati, dan perasaan
maaf aku pergi dan takkan untukmu lagi